I hate my subject of hyperfixation
Hi guys! I have a good hyperfixation on singer named Will Wood and the issue is that I started to hate him. I dunno why. I adore his personality and songs, but I started to dislike him. And feel envy. Envy motivated me to buy a piano and got into music school, and write songs. It's good. BUT I DUNNO WHAT TO DO WITH HATE. I HATE HIM (but still gonna google every piece of info about him to know everything). Maybe it’s because I see myself in him? What should I do?