I hate my subject of hyperfixation

Hi guys! I have a good hyperfixation on singer named Will Wood and the issue is that I started to hate him. I dunno why. I adore his personality and songs, but I started to dislike him. And feel envy. Envy motivated me to buy a piano and got into music school, and write songs. It's good. BUT I DUNNO WHAT TO DO WITH HATE. I HATE HIM (but still gonna google every piece of info about him to know everything). Maybe it’s because I see myself in him? What should I do?

carriehere

Maybe imagine that he’s with you throughout your daily routine/tasks. His interactions with you include all sorts of good stuff- he validates your feelings and your struggles. “Wow, [your name here] that’s a hard habit to create. And it’s okay that it’s hard. I commend your willingness to start over as you deal with yet another setback, man. You’re kind of a badass, actually!” You: “Thanks for saying that, Will. That really helps me right now.” You overhear conversations where he’s pointing out one of your strengths to someone just because he admires that strength he sees in you and is simply just compelled to share his admiration with another person. No hidden agenda. No underlying motive. He laughs at your jokes, affirms you regularly, makes out-of-the-box observations that highlight the good that can come out of the bad, etc. He’s just a really cool dude who very much appreciates your friendship. ……… Will you let me know if it works? Maybe I should try this out for myself! Lol.

EvREN02

Of course! I had a similar experience with imagining him and having a chat while I was half asleep, listening to music. It gave me a realization about certain things.

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