Get by/get to know yourself first

Hey y’all! So i am incredibly loyal. Or I feel like I am anyways. I get I’m not “normal” or “easy”. I am going thru a divorce and since then I’ve tried online dating for the first time and it isn’t for me. Happy for those it works for, but I don’t have the patience to wait or deal with bottom feeders. I have a girl that is one of my closest friends and I’d ride or die for them (ish, I mean, let’s be realistic lol). But I am just here for awesome vibes & I guess I don’t know what else 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ Just searching for it anyway and ignoring the rest of y’all. Good vibes & good luck ✌️👍