Maybe you’ve been made to feel like your crazy( as have I). You may or may not be shocked by how many people exploit others by making them feel
Crazy. To manipulate them into doing thing to their liking, to feel superior, to feel noble when helping them, the list goes on. Humans are exploitative, it’s a weakness.

i feel like im crazy

I agree with this. People love to make you think you're the issue due to differences usually due to their own poor self esteem. The right people are out there and will stick by you! They will be the ones that ground you when the others make you feel a type of way!