I'm so sad

Was it really necessary for my body to think it is the BEST TIME to fall ill exactly when I have a cosplay event tomorrow?? I'm not sure if I will be okay enough to go, but my tickets... And my costume that I waited so long to show... It was supposed to be such a fun day... Even if I end up going, I won't be able to have any fun with how weak I feel, it feels like such a waste 😭