ADHD/OCD

ocd is also on neurodiversity spectrum as ADHD thats why you and I have this overlap. I also have some symptoms of ASD

I have some OCD episodes when I am afraid if I lock the door to my appartment

I have paralysis by analysis when it comes to everything. I swear everyone in my house thinks I’m crazy. I want to clean and organize everything but the anxiety leaves me frozen in internal panic!

This is very hard I have an ocd cleaning issue that makes it impossible to be diagnosed with adhd it’s due to trauma of growing up in literally skwaller I have a panic attack if I come home nd there are immediate messes I can see but I still have my doom piles there just hidden in file cabinets nd places that make me feel like i have clean space to be myself nd not fewr bugs crawling on me or the plathera of other gross things i endured as a kid