Constant debate with myself
So I wake up... Free day with the kids... Nothing planned...lots to do...and I have no idea where to start. I go from one thing to another constantly debating. I feel like I'm going round in circles. I want to do something with the day really bad but then I end up doing nothing because I talk (or think more like) my way out of everything. It's frustrating to say the least and after a few rounds of debating I am exhausted...bored with myself... Give up and do nothing. Procrastinate. Guilt kicks in. I feel useless. Disappointed in myself for not being able to do anything. I feel down now. Frozen. Debilitated. Arrrgh. If only my friend knew how I felt. They just think I'm busy or can't be bothered to catch up... But in reality in just trapped in my own head 😭