Anyone here bipolar as well?

So basically. My psychiatrist gave me all the adhd questions but got all airy fairy at diagnosis and told me to see the dr and get the report. Drs here are crap and haven’t told me. My mum doesn’t want to know she thinks I’m just bipolar1 and have had mania since I came off zombie making meds last October. But I have bouts of depression where I’m sad but still I go fast my brain doesn’t shut up or slow down. It’s worse then I’m not depressed. Only thing that’s ever cleared me up a bit was illegal stimulants but I haven’t done those in years. Psychiatrist was very interested in that. Ok I’m rambling and off track and what was my point.. So anyone.. anyone have experiences anything like this? I need guidance :(