Am i the grinch???

Christmas and new year is coming.. I want to know if some of you are feelling Overwhelmed by this time of the year? If it’s a yes, did you have some tips to pass thrue that? I feel like i have to do everything, see family and friends and buy gift be happy have nice home decor…i do not feel great and every year it’s the same story everyone is asking me what i do for christmas and for the new year… and i just want to be alone in the peaceful calm lf my home. I feel scattered 😱